Monday, July 30, 2007

The Reason

Nobody's perfect, but you once told me that I'm the perfect girl any man could ever dream of. Those words might ring all the bells and might give any girl the sweetest smile. I could have had that smile if it were in a different situation.

I love watching movies. Actually, any kind of movies will do, but since I'm somewhat mushy, I prefer love stories. I cried over The Notebook, Blue Moon and If Only. Maybe it's because I've been dreaming of having a man love me and treat me like I'm the only girl in the world. But I know that you'll never really have a happily-ever-after story.

Life is not measured by whether you win or lose. It's about fighting in what you believe in. It's true that God gives us chances, but it's really up to us to decide if we'll grab it or just leave it that way. "Bahala na si Lord" or "kung kayo ang para sa isa't isa, kayo pa rin ang magkakatuluyan sa huli". I believe in this sayings, in the past. Things and perspectives change as time goes by. It's an inevitable part of human life. Right now, I believe that if you want to achieve something, you must do your best and exert effort in getting what you value most. Surely, you didn't think that God would spoonfeed you, right?

Nobody's perfect, but you once told me that I'm the perfect girl any man could ever dream of. Those words might ring all the bells and might give any girl the sweetest smile. I could have had that smile if it were in a different situation.

Those words were all that you've said in replace for an explanation that I ought to have.

Leave someone.. you have that right. But the least you can do is tell them why. Because what hurts most is knowing that you're not even worth an explanation.

I really never wished to be that perfect girl for any man. What I just want is to be loved by the man that matters most to me, and would accept me for what I really am even though I'm not the perfect or ideal one.

"Love isn't perfect, it isn't a fairytale or a storybook and it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on and never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define and impossible to live without. Love is work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour, every minute and every second was worth it because you did it... together!"

*now playing

The Reason - Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you